i'm bored.
watching sesame street.
there is an elephant in a chef's uniform jumping around and natalie portman is on the show.
talking to baby bear and big bird.

i know you're not telling me something.
i'm not all that stupid.
the word has been going around.
i know.
i'm not as dumb as you expect me to be.
i've been honest with you.
so why can't you do the same for me?
why do i have to find it out from someone else?
are you even my friend now?
when there is just so much left unsaid?
too many gaps for us to fill.
its breaking apart.
this friendship.
so just leave it.
screw it all to hell.